I wanted to let you know that we all love you and miss you terribly. I have NO hard feelings or anger towards you whatsoever. You are my youngest son and I just want us all to be a happy family again and will do whatever is necessary to make this happen.
I think about you daily - all with love. Every time I hear a good Beatles song or Simon & Garfunkel or any of the old songs we used to enjoy together, I feel sad that you are not here with us.
We still make Wors and of course this again makes me miss our times doing this. Plus it still tastes UNBELIEVABLE and you would love having it.
Life is too short to not live it with the ones you love. I say this as I believe that whatever wrong things you believe we have done, you still love us as your parents and brothers. None of us would ever stop you from doing Scientology and never have tried to stop you.
To update you on things. We still live in the same house, still braai a lot, watch a lot of football, I still play tennis with Rich Fore (he asks about you always) and we still have our gorgeous dog Misty, she is beautiful inside and out. All of my friends miss you (Hiltscher, Grant, Rich etc) and would love to see you again.